Мое Путешествие к Свету. Часть вторая. My Journey to The Light. Part Two

8 eventually realized there was no end to learning and uncovering profound truth - by degrees. I also realized – the deeper your understanding, the greater the capacity for one’s “Mind” to grasp the more “Intricate” and with this a much improved “Mental Clarity.” As I grew older my two “Selves” appeared; one the “AVERAGE JOE” wanted to see and the other, my actual self, the one they were oblivious to. It became apparent the majority of people only saw within a very “NARROW SET OF PARAMETERS” and anything outside of those lines of demarcation was lost. They only saw what they “WANTED” to see, however in reality they only saw what they were “ENGINEERED” to see. The “ILLUSION” of a “Free Mind” imprisons us in a MATRIX of our own making – we THINK we are free, not realizing we have been CAPTURED and worse yet, DESIGNED and ENGINEERED to operate within very defined guidelines. In other words, “THERE IS NO FREE WILL” – NOT within the “OLD SYSTEM”, that is the “ EBR SYSTEM .” The knowledge of the INDENTITY of the “ENSLAVERS” obviously came much later in life, thanks to Nicolai, Fedor, Alexander, Boris, etc. As with all truth seekers, we gather and compile data, while acknowledging the missing pieces. In other words, the “Strings of Informational Data” are not seamless and are most certainly incomplete. Every new piece of information brought more clarity to “Life’s Mosaic”, albeit parceled out. “Strings of Data or Information” appeared at times to be DISCONNECTED from other “Strings of Data or Information”, leaving missing pieces or gaping holes to Life’s puzzle. So, I grew and learned. Eventually, I realized those “Hidden Things” were not to be mentioned in open discussion, not with the majority of people, anyway. Silence then becomes your friend… I was starting to learn the difference between “TRAINING FOR SOMETING” and “Being Something.” The former is a process of “EDUCATION,” while the latter comes “Out Of” a deep “Familial and or Spiritual/Mental Connection.” One was a PROCESS that anyone with a certain aptitude could follow, while the other was formed, at its origin – deep within a “Genetic Spring.” At a very young age my grandmother Hunt began to tell me of family traditions, which I was fascinated with. One of those traditions passed down through my family was “Folk Medicine.” I will always remember “Listening” and trying to memorize every herb and formula I was given. There were so many that I began to write them down. I would then think long and hard, contemplating the