Мое Путешествие к Свету. Часть вторая. My Journey to The Light. Part Two

6 It was if I was living two different lives; one, my more “Natural” self, when I was in the mountains and the other as an athlete, or whatever it was I was doing outside of the Wilderness, or nearly everything else. I rarely shared with anyone those experiences of a so-called “Spiritual Nature.” Many times, in my life I saw or felt something, “IGNORANTLY” assuming others saw or felt and quickly learned “THEY DID NOT” and more and more kept my mouth shut. It was and is the “Little Things”, the “Building Blocks”, so to speak, the “Complex Component Parts.” We see or “Know It” in everything. Even the quite simple evidences escape the MAJORITY. For instance, when I played football, a fall sport, I was fascinated by the way the dew fell and appeared to densify after a game. The smell, the dense air, etc., as the stands emptied and silence began to fall. The silence, with just “Nature,” my yearning for the “Wilderness.” When my trips were over, I could not wait until the next time I could climb another peak, bath in a “High Mountain Stream,” or fish it, lay down in a “Mountain Meadow,” basically anything I did while in the mountains was more deeply felt. It started as a kid, the “OUT OF SORTS” I felt when I returned to so-called CIVILIZATION. And, this continued throughout my life, that is until I moved away