N. Levashov's «SvetL Broom» in A. Khatybov's «Bath School» Book 3. The Cell and Health

F. Shkrudnev N. Levashov's "SvetL Broom" in A. Khatybov's "Bath School" and A Labour Spade 249 lawlessness, but unfolded manifested inexpediency of an artificially made construction of being on the worldly plane (as B. Makov likes to say), provided and maintained from the outside by something so vaguely grasped is in a state when, in his own, personal little world everything suddenly collapses and scatters into dust. Everything turns out to be correctly slipped fake, and made, as now many people already understand and see, so roughly and primitively that it remains either to grasp the air helplessly, or using absolutely clear lexical constructions not requiring any translation (at least for a Russian man), showing all the annoyance, and helplessness before the accomplished, and at the same time unbearably burning desire now, when the absurdity of everything, you believed in was so clear – to see and reach out to the truth. And here you clearly understand that this tiny step, for all its importance to oneself, is the simplest evidence, previously unconscious because of one’s own feeble-mindedness, but by its ingenious simplicity provokes an uncontrolled impulse, the only one capable of being expressed through Russian, already familiar to you "What the fuck is this.....! "And then you realize that after all someone is even worse... Someone is even unable to express it, if it suddenly happens, being limited by the only one chopped off but fashionable and ugly "Wow!" I am repeating myself but I guess it is clear to anyone/I do not think that anyone who takes up the periscope handle will immediately become a submarine commander, or anyone who takes a brush or a pencil in his hand is able to create works that are equal to Leonardo da Vinci, Raphael, Titian, Rembrandt, etc. There are no two identical people and FAR FROM ALL, unfortunately, have a natural gift. But there is no fault of theirs in it. Indeed, even a great talent requires tremendous effort to make this talent blossom. It cost me a lot of work, when left alone with the " SvetL" Technologies , to comprehend everything and realize that at this stage, except for me, there is no one able to do anything in the given direction – except for chattering, waving one’s hands and pretending feverish activity with a purpose vaguely understood by the doers themselves. I saw the results of my searches. I did not think of myself as a great teacher or something of this kind, just as N. Levashov never considered himself to be great. I was just seeking, I had to (because I pledged my word) to seek the truth, understanding, and I wanted to reach an understanding of the essence in the ways acceptable to me. In these searches, I had to and have to go against the general trend. The results and conclusions I get become a "bone in the throat" of very many, but I go on keeping to this road. And even those I thought that time, humble results I got gave me the strength and trust in my heading in the right direction. Now I can say that all this is confirmed